Day 20 – Strange Dreams

I dreamt I gave birth to a baby daughter,
and when I awoke, though it was fantastic,
at my age, in my state,
for the briefest of moments, I held on to the joy,
and couldn’t let go.
When I saw the truth, I felt such a loss,
as though for a real child.

I slept again, and dreamt of my mother
(twenty years gone now).
In a clean, white world, she was cold and distant.
When I spoke to her truly, she walked off in silence.
When I found her again,
I pinned her down, and told her I loved her.

When you dream of a child, you dream of yourself.
This much I know.
Is that who I grieve for?
When you dream of a parent, I don’t know the meaning.

I don’t like these dreams,
that carry such meanings I cannot untangle.
Please give me the daylight.

Linda Rushby 20 April 2020

2 Replies to “Day 20 – Strange Dreams”

    1. I’ve forgotten it. Just thought it would make a good poem.
      What’s more interesting than how the dream made me feel is my underlying mental state that threw it up.

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